I came back from Stowe still undecided about doing a short or three episode feature. A good friend encouraged me to write a short to show I had the "right stuff" to do a feature. I suspended pre-production the entire summer of 2019 and tried to write a short script. Everything ended in the wastebasket. My life takes a nose dive. I am a sixty-seven year old emerging filmmaker and grandmother. What the hell am I doing? Until I nail down the script, any more pre-production meetings will be a waste of everyone’s time. I play a lot of solitaire. When I worked on my documentary I played this ACDC song to keep me going. It's not working. There is so much left to do and it is all up to me. This is one of those times when not giving up is all I can do.